Dear Slap, I wish you and your loving persons next to you a big load of patience, peace of mind and positive thinking plus good luck for your health. In the last three years my husband (healthy sporty 42 years old) died almost twice. I know exactly how difficult it is to start off moving forward with a weakened body only with help of your will and the love and power others share with you. He is absolutely healthy by now. You will heal totally very soon, too, and come to Berlin happy and fit for a nice city tour. I invite you to stay at our place, let me just know when. Loads of good vibes Sue